spider

she clings to walls
her body falls
her mind it gropes its reach
she creeps about
overload of sound
she didn't make that noise
did she?

ugly stares prolong
rabid animal
her flesh is torn by shrieks
the insides spill
undead by will
delicious fear that starts to seep

void of space
intangible means
like to suffocate her being
how she claws about
its not a cry for help
its her core of identity

curtains glow
that golden yellow
with a pounce she starts to feast
depleted gnaws
by a dangled jaw
how sickening it is she seems.


"yes, you may find it
scary
disgusting
ugly
but it has suffered
far longer and
far more
than you ever have
or will"

take me home
i need my home
through me you can't begin
if only i could 
press the route
i'm afraid it won't exist

hear her
hear her